Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Control

A fancy post this will NOT be. I'm feeling like my life is just like a swinging pendulum except that both sides of the pendulum arn't that good. The only thing I can control is what I eat. That makes me feel good. I'm back down to what I was several days ago before the two pound gain. My problem now is that I think I'm a bit depressed and so I don't feel like eating anything. I know that's not good either.

I'm glad there is one thing I can control even if it is just weight loss.

3 comments:

birthmothertalks said...

I hope something good starts swinging your way. I can understand that feeling. Sometimes, it seems just as the going gets good, I get kicked back down. I am still at about the same weight but what is really good is that I feel that I really have some control. It's not that I don't ever splurge and eat stuff that I shouldn't but I am secure in the fact that I can eat the one ice cream and that I won't go back day after day. Or I can munch on free pizza at my husband's job and I won't feel the desire to eat other fast food daily.

Rebekah said...

You can control more...You can control your attitude! Don't give up!!! Keep looking for God's shining light...

Annjeri said...

Love you sis! Sorry that things are hard right now. Maybe you should start painting again, or get involved in some kind of church group that has child care. You can do it!!! Not having fellowship can def. affect the mood.