I totally love you gals. I loved all the advice and "two cents" you gave me on the last post. I read every word. I did want to say one thing....I would NEVER tell "S" that he was to fat. Oh goodness, I could never do that. If I ever had a talk with him then the focus would be more on health and concern for his well being. The main problem I see with us ever having a relationship is that your dealing with two people that have an addiction to food. Its hard to stay strong when you both have the same issue. I am no better then him, I'm just in a different place then he is. So we will see what happens.
The past week has been a hard one for me as far as sticking to my eating plan. I was doing SOOO good and exercising every night. In fact I think I was starting to get a little obsessive about exercising, and I would beat myself up emotionally if I wasn't able to exercise. Well about Thursday of last week I got sick. It wasn't really that bad but bad enough that I couldn't Zumba for about four to five days. It was really hard for me. Luckily I maintained my weight and am hanging at about 233. I'm back to exercising again....and I'm loving it.
My boobs are giving me trouble again. I love Zumba, but these girls that are on there have some seriously small boobage. I just doing fit into that category. I went to Walmart and purchased some sports bras just for working out. Sports bras are tricky...they don't come in regular bra sizes...they just come in S M L and XL. Sometimes you can get the size you are around your torso but usually its hit or miss. I definitely MISSED this time. My sports bras do NOT hold the girls in. First of all it looks like I have a uniboob(did I spell that right?), and secondly, when I'm doing my fancy Zumba moves I notice that the sports bra is no longer holding my boobs but my chin. GRRRRRR!!! I need a sports bra that fits tight and keeps em in. Any suggestions? Walmart is OUT for sure. Their sports bras are TERRIBLE!!
I just really feel like I can let go and really "Zumba" if the girls were not hanging all over the place. (wink)